broken record

"you need to start taking life seriously! stop making stupid decisions that prioritizes fun!", they always say...

but i AM being serious!!

why is all my decisions, my wants, considered as childish??




why do they always make me feel like my choices are wrong??

nothing i do is EVER right!!

i want to SCREAM!!! Scream!! scream... 

or rather... i have been screaming...

for so long that i have eventually lost my voice...

they never listened...

heart sinks...

tears flow...

so... what do i do now?