fast tracking

Somehow everyone's doing a countdown in our heads, to return home, to return to our loved ones, to return to ourselves. Time away from life on the fast-lane and take a breather. I have done too much for my own good. The giddiness in me to see and experience as much as possible drove me to this day, and I am still on over-drive. A break is never enough... or is it too much? Well, either one, I cannot remember. Many times I wish for time, because it feels like I am always slipping out of it. Just need more time, just need more time. A few more hours, a few more minutes, hell even just a few seconds. But that is not a reality for me, and I have come to a conclusion that life will only offer enough time a person can handle. The Universe is always right on time. The revelation that I have bitten off way more than I can chew is not a new one. I made my life this way. So I slowly sip my tea, take a deep breath, wait a few seconds, and head straight on into the motion.