normalcy

I'm not the most ambitious person when it comes to careers and whatever goes along with that. I think I would be quite content with living a modest life. Lately though, I've been experiencing self-contained anxiety attacks about accomplishing something meaningful. I need to detach myself from everything and complete studies to gain a long list of useful qualifications. That is my need. A quiet room where I can create without interruption. At all hours of the day and night.

God damn it, it is so hard not to be distracted by normalcy.

One thing is for sure, I have to move to the rhythm and keep dancing. Whistle a tune maybe. But definitely keep moving. This has to happen.