negativity
recently, the world makes me cry, and its ugliness is tainting everything.
i can't enjoy music, i can't enjoy movies, i can't enjoy books & stories, i can't even enjoy food at the moment.
i hate the world, i hate the people in it, i hate empty promises, i hate the things that people do to each other, i hate how we all judge and sometimes don't accept things, i hate how everyone has to hate something/one, i hate that we're all hypocrites, i hate that people care too much and i hate how i've never cared before and i hate that i'm caring now.
hopefully this is temporary and my normal mind with its inbuilt wall of blockage, ignorance and un-caring comes back because it's hard to do anything while standing on the world you want nothing to do with.
i can't enjoy music, i can't enjoy movies, i can't enjoy books & stories, i can't even enjoy food at the moment.
i hate the world, i hate the people in it, i hate empty promises, i hate the things that people do to each other, i hate how we all judge and sometimes don't accept things, i hate how everyone has to hate something/one, i hate that we're all hypocrites, i hate that people care too much and i hate how i've never cared before and i hate that i'm caring now.
hopefully this is temporary and my normal mind with its inbuilt wall of blockage, ignorance and un-caring comes back because it's hard to do anything while standing on the world you want nothing to do with.
