conquering zen

Things are dandy despite the bitterness regarding work. I'm just dealing with something that should be minor and trite, but the self-defensive part of me wants to lash out and fight for what I want and what I believe in, the righteous part of me wants to be the bigger person and do the right thing. Speak low, let go, respect all that exists, the right way will show itself. Right?

Right.

Except I also want to confront and conquer.