soulful pain
my emotions overwhelm me in private. they dictate every conscious and subconscious moment.
in public i'm controlled. every beat is a rhythm i dance through the motions. this is what you want so i play along. not being phoney but just dancing with you.
maybe this is why i can't stand being left to my own devices. i'd drive myself (more) insane with no human interaction. i already get the creeping sensation that i am losing my mind (or gaining my soul- go figure).
in public i'm controlled. every beat is a rhythm i dance through the motions. this is what you want so i play along. not being phoney but just dancing with you.
maybe this is why i can't stand being left to my own devices. i'd drive myself (more) insane with no human interaction. i already get the creeping sensation that i am losing my mind (or gaining my soul- go figure).
