us, you and me, river, sea, ocean

The past few weeks have been nonstop stress for me, I've simply could not fully indulge in leisurely pleasures. And what remaining brain power I do have, I've been channeling at concentrating to spend my last moments in Nagoya with my training buddies before the major changes are finalized. It seems a major exodus is afoot as my newly but well established secondary family members take leave.

The feeling is strange. The empty spaces left by them seem suddenly unfamiliar. The reality hasn't sunk in for me yet. And I have a sneaky suspicion that I've only immersed myself in stressing out about other things to keep from thinking about it, and the gradual chill of the nights creeping by ushers me home timely, so as to keep from being idle and out in the cold.

Much of my time spent at home had been put to good use. I've rearranged my living comforts, been reading a lot, even watched some dramas and animes if the mood strikes me in between the hours. The innate hibernatory nature is taking hold of me for sure.

Time is fluid. Relationships are fluid. Life is fluid.